Stream of Tired Consciousness

God today I was so flippin tired I just wanted to punch somebody out out like a light oh boy light's out what I wouldn't do for a hard-core nap all dark and warm and blankets and sleep sleep sleep and fourteen hour twelve hour ten and a half hour days really take it out of you and I want to be home and with my boy and not here at work for the eleventh hour with freshman who want to know can you make change where do I get my laundry card and I can use Flex here right? I want dark sleep or even movie silly movie with my boy with bluey lights all flickering and the candle the big candle with four wicks all glowing instead there are flourescent lights and whirring coolers and the girl with acne and a pink tube top Do you have Marlboro Menthols? I'll have Parliament Lights okay here's your change have a great night and she really should not smoke no one should smoke my dad shouldn't smoke suicide is so much worse when it's slow and stupid and costly costly costly blah money bleh blah bleh I hate it but I need it to eat and buy new white t-shirts for my boy he looks so nice with his tie he looks so nice always all the time he could wear a frickin hula skirt and uggs and I would still think so okay maybe not uggs I think the drat things are ugly on anyone but then it would just be the uggs that were unfortunate not the Boy I love the Boy oh jeeze it's The Kid who Stares here he comes and yep he did it, he came in and stared and okay now! here's your change have a good night now get the hell out of my store you nasty pervy moustached Kid who Stares he got twenty six cents in change his line of vision needs to change ick I feel violated hmmm girl on cell phone can you break a hundred um no and I point to the sign No bills over $20 she wants to a break a hundred with an eighty-five cent mini-roll of Rolaids I don't think so the boy behind her It's one ninety-nine? Knock yourself out with that penny Thanks buddy I'll do my best jeeze I'm cynical I'm cynical cause I'm tired and hungry and I miss my boy and my mom and my siblings and having a cat I miss having a fat rolly cat to sleep on my forehead and mew mew mew purr purr purr sleep sleep sleep what is it with girls and having words on their asses pictures on their asses it says Pink or Volleyball or designer crap name when it should cut to the chase look at my ass my Pink Volleyball ass please look at my ass and talk to me on my cell phone the Volleyball Ass girl was on her cellphone she says Yeah I'm on campus I'm in the store getting food I don't know what's it's called the Keene store on campus I don't know but Chem 101 is supposed to be easy the girl on my team said it was easy but I'm worried it's like gonna be so hard and I really don't feel like putting work into a 101 class I know right? She is still standing in front of my counter even though I gave her her change over a minute a go she's still on her cell phone staring like an idiot into her purse she says I know yeah I'm by myself my roommate is with her parents so I needed food what? Oh yeah I heard I can't believe they're together and oh hey can I get a bag please? she needed a bag for a candy bar A candy bar only one candy bar I wanted to say No you may not have a bag take your candy bar and if you need a hand to carry it with please feel free to get off your damn cellular blab device so I don't have to stand here and listen to talk I would love to see your Volleyball disappear out the door Deep Breath Deep Breath Okay less than two hours to go then I can be home I think I might read I'm almost done with A Million Little Pieces so close to being done and Holy Toledo I am so frickin tired.